| Monday February 25th, 2008 • 06:06pm |
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| I can't fucking believe this . With him was no better than being without him . I feel like im in a fucking hole & i can't climb out . My heart is so heavy , I don't know how to fix it . It has never felt more broken than now . i want to scream and yell & until I can't scream anymore & I don't have a voice to . What is this existence for ? Why do I even bother ? If it's always gonna be him , whats the point ? That's really why I don't date . My heart and head aren't in it . I wish i could find him . Just to talk to him . To . . . something . I don't know . What I do know is that i hate this & it's just as unbearable as being with him . WHERE IS THE MEDIUM . DOES IT END ? IT DRIVES ME CRAZY . MY HEAD NEVER STOPS & I CAN'T GO THAT FAST . |
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| Friday November 2nd, 2007 • 01:12pm |
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You guys don't have to read this . It's just me venting my feelings . I feel like once I get it out , Ill feel better . so yea .
( TO YOU . ) |
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| Sunday May 13th, 2007 • 10:59pm |
| We share the sadness . |
All you need is love is a lie . We had love but we still said goodbye . Now we're tired , battered fighters . & it stings when its nobodies fault . Cuz theres nothing blame at the drop of your name Its only the air you took , & the breath you left . Two wrongs make it all alright tonight .
I call becuase I just need to feel you on the line . . .
Don't hang up this time I still wish you'd fought me til your dying day .
I cant wait to figure out what's wrong with me ,
So I can say this is the way that I used to be . |
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